being real

Saturday, February 17, 2018

You may be wondering where I've been. I'm still here and thinking about the blog and you, my readers. Life has been full and every day has been so different, that I haven't found my rhythm. Also, I've been doing lots of thinking, probably a lot of overthinking and doubting myself. I tell you all this because I want to be honest with what I'm going through. Let me explain...

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I'm a perfectionist and often struggle feeling "good enough." As I've entered the blogging world, I've wanted to do it well. I want to reach more people with my story because I believe that God has given me my experiences for a reason. I want to encourage and bless others. However, I struggle with doubts that I'm not creative enough and I have nothing to share, and that my blog isn't professional.
I'm struggling with comparison and with feeling like I have nothing to share.


Through my journey with an eating disorder and recovery, I have learned so much that I want to share with others, however I feel like I have no authority in the topics I want to share. I share from my own experience about learning to eat intuitively, recovering from an eating disorder, and accepting my body, but I'm no therapist or dietician.


This week, I was ready to give up the blog. Then I had a conversation with my mom. She reminded me how my blog has encouraged some of her friends, and that God has given me a story to tell. She encouraged me to keep it up and write as if I was writing to a friend.

The last thing I want is to lose joy in writing the blog. If my blog can impact one person, that is all that matters. So, I may never have a big blog, but that's not what matters.



I'm no professional writer, blogger, therapist, or dietician, but I do have a story to tell and a passion for others to live life to the fullest. So follow along with my imperfect journey, share with others who are struggling, and never forget that no matter how imperfect you feel, you are worthy.

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